1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 3 00:00:40,749 --> 00:00:43,835 So, Mr. Heller, I think it's fair to say that 4 00:00:44,002 --> 00:00:46,880 it's time to get your affairs in order. 5 00:00:49,883 --> 00:00:50,967 I see. 6 00:00:54,679 --> 00:00:55,722 I didn't... 7 00:00:58,183 --> 00:00:59,726 I see. Well... 8 00:01:00,101 --> 00:01:01,728 All right then. 9 00:01:02,145 --> 00:01:04,981 -Thank you. You'll let me know? -Absolutely. 10 00:01:05,356 --> 00:01:09,319 -Talk to me. Just me, not my wife. -Of course. 11 00:01:09,486 --> 00:01:10,445 All right. 12 00:01:12,197 --> 00:01:13,490 Thank you. 13 00:01:32,383 --> 00:01:33,426 Yeah. Yeah. 14 00:01:38,348 --> 00:01:40,141 Work will set you free. 15 00:01:48,274 --> 00:01:49,484 Right. 16 00:01:49,943 --> 00:01:52,821 Here for you, and I got one for you too. 17 00:01:52,987 --> 00:01:54,614 -And don't forget to brush your teeth. -Thank you. Thank you. 18 00:01:54,781 --> 00:01:55,907 -I will. -That's Egyptian cotton. 19 00:01:56,074 --> 00:01:57,325 -Really? -It's beautiful, isn't it? 20 00:01:57,492 --> 00:01:59,619 -It is. -Yes. Fifty percent off everything. 21 00:01:59,911 --> 00:02:01,704 You're not gonna get a deal like that anywhere. 22 00:02:01,871 --> 00:02:03,706 -I need to steal him for a moment. -You do? 23 00:02:03,873 --> 00:02:05,333 -Don't forget to bring him back. -All right. 24 00:02:05,500 --> 00:02:07,377 Well, you make a decision. I can get either one. 25 00:02:07,919 --> 00:02:11,131 -Would you just stop for a sec? -I'm fine, fine, fine. 26 00:02:13,216 --> 00:02:14,175 Okay. 27 00:02:14,509 --> 00:02:17,804 -Dad, what did the doctor say? -Nothing. Just what I thought. 28 00:02:18,304 --> 00:02:21,015 -What about the stomach pains? -Pulled muscle. It's okay. 29 00:02:21,182 --> 00:02:23,351 It's going to be okay. 30 00:02:23,518 --> 00:02:24,936 Who wants a chocolate? Who's ready? 31 00:02:25,103 --> 00:02:26,980 All right, here you go. There's one for you. 32 00:02:27,147 --> 00:02:30,316 And there's one for you. And there's one for you as well. 33 00:02:30,483 --> 00:02:33,278 Hi-ho. Get your chocolate. Get it. Get it. Get it. 34 00:02:33,444 --> 00:02:34,571 Hey, Herbert. 35 00:02:34,737 --> 00:02:37,699 -Hello. How are you? -Looks like your sale's going great. 36 00:02:41,870 --> 00:02:45,415 Remember, city council said merchants had to provide extra parking? 37 00:02:45,582 --> 00:02:48,459 Anyway, it would be great if you could set up some parking around the corner. 38 00:02:49,294 --> 00:02:50,628 I'm sorry. 39 00:02:50,795 --> 00:02:52,881 You have to excuse me. I'm sorry. 40 00:03:30,168 --> 00:03:34,464 So far, your record for surviving the worst day of your life is 100 percent. 41 00:03:34,881 --> 00:03:36,466 Just in case you needed it. 42 00:03:38,051 --> 00:03:39,177 You need it too? 43 00:03:40,929 --> 00:03:44,390 Here. Let me give you another one. Here you go. 44 00:03:45,308 --> 00:03:47,894 So a little bird told me it was somebody's birthday today. 45 00:03:58,947 --> 00:04:01,658 It's a serious, serious surgery. 46 00:04:01,824 --> 00:04:02,951 You survived. 47 00:04:05,328 --> 00:04:06,287 Abbey... 48 00:04:10,458 --> 00:04:12,585 You're gonna be here for a while, you know? 49 00:04:18,174 --> 00:04:21,344 Hey, Ruth. This is David, Holocaust Foundation. 50 00:04:21,511 --> 00:04:22,804 David. 51 00:04:23,680 --> 00:04:26,933 Listen, there's this gentleman, Herbert Heller. 52 00:04:27,225 --> 00:04:29,018 He was at Auschwitz-Birkenau. 53 00:04:30,019 --> 00:04:32,105 Sorry, I don't do that anymore. 54 00:04:32,272 --> 00:04:33,231 Come on, Ruth. 55 00:04:33,690 --> 00:04:36,234 You know how to do this. Just follow the protocol. 56 00:04:38,778 --> 00:04:40,947 I was never very big on protocols. 57 00:04:41,322 --> 00:04:44,534 The thing is, Ruth, I don't know where else to turn. 58 00:04:46,035 --> 00:04:47,078 You know what? 59 00:04:48,788 --> 00:04:50,331 I have an idea. 60 00:05:06,848 --> 00:05:08,016 Do you have another shirt? 61 00:05:11,978 --> 00:05:12,937 Put it on. 62 00:05:16,441 --> 00:05:18,026 Wear a different color next time. 63 00:05:21,237 --> 00:05:24,324 Hi. Hello, Mr. Heller. 64 00:05:24,490 --> 00:05:25,491 -Hello. -Hello. 65 00:05:25,658 --> 00:05:27,410 -I'm Ruth. -Hello, Ruth. 66 00:05:27,660 --> 00:05:28,703 Yes. 67 00:05:28,870 --> 00:05:29,829 Come in. 68 00:05:29,996 --> 00:05:33,583 -This is Luke, our cameraman. -Hello. 69 00:05:33,750 --> 00:05:36,753 -And this is Abbey, our intern. -Hello. 70 00:05:36,919 --> 00:05:41,716 So, Mr. Heller, would you like to have your... 71 00:05:41,883 --> 00:05:46,095 Please. Herbert. All right? 72 00:05:46,262 --> 00:05:49,640 Okay. Herbert. Would you like your family here for any of this? 73 00:05:49,807 --> 00:05:50,892 No, no. 74 00:05:51,059 --> 00:05:54,228 They don't know anything about any of this business, so no. 75 00:05:54,687 --> 00:05:56,564 They're not aware that you were at Auschwitz? 76 00:06:00,193 --> 00:06:02,278 Never any desire to tell them? 77 00:06:03,905 --> 00:06:09,160 Okay, so how this works is we meet here each day. 78 00:06:10,244 --> 00:06:11,662 You'll ask questions? 79 00:06:13,289 --> 00:06:14,665 What sort of questions? 80 00:06:15,625 --> 00:06:18,002 I might start by saying... 81 00:06:18,878 --> 00:06:20,463 tell me about your father. 82 00:06:21,881 --> 00:06:23,966 Which maybe you can tell me about your father. 83 00:06:24,133 --> 00:06:25,968 What a beautiful dogwood tree. 84 00:06:27,637 --> 00:06:30,348 Your dogwood tree, it's in bloom. It's beautiful. 85 00:06:30,515 --> 00:06:32,225 Oh, look at that. 86 00:06:34,185 --> 00:06:35,645 -So, Herbert? -Yes. 87 00:06:36,771 --> 00:06:39,774 -Your father was an engineer? -He was. 88 00:06:41,526 --> 00:06:44,195 -And you have photos? -You asked me to bring some photographs. 89 00:06:44,362 --> 00:06:45,613 -I did. -Thank you. 90 00:06:45,780 --> 00:06:47,824 These are, well, they're family photographs. 91 00:06:47,990 --> 00:06:51,327 And I'd like to... have them back. 92 00:06:51,494 --> 00:06:52,703 Of course. 93 00:06:53,246 --> 00:06:55,039 -This is where I'll sit? -That's where you will sit. 94 00:06:55,206 --> 00:06:58,042 -You see this, it's nicely set up here. -All right. Oh, my. 95 00:06:59,293 --> 00:07:01,796 -This is the interview? -This is the interview. 96 00:07:01,963 --> 00:07:04,549 Are you the Heller from... from Heller's? 97 00:07:04,715 --> 00:07:05,925 -I am. -Like the store? 98 00:07:06,092 --> 00:07:08,845 That's right. You, you know the store? 99 00:07:09,137 --> 00:07:10,471 Yeah. 100 00:07:12,223 --> 00:07:14,308 -I've got a photo. -She's a Heller's kid. 101 00:07:14,475 --> 00:07:15,435 Yes. 102 00:07:20,648 --> 00:07:22,817 One of our best-selling models, that one. 103 00:07:22,984 --> 00:07:24,402 Yes. 104 00:07:24,777 --> 00:07:25,987 A good stroller. 105 00:07:28,698 --> 00:07:31,826 You know, we don't have to just jump into this right away. 106 00:07:31,993 --> 00:07:33,494 Why don't we have a little bite to eat first? 107 00:07:34,370 --> 00:07:36,831 -What can I get you? -No! I'm not hungry. Thank you. 108 00:07:36,998 --> 00:07:39,417 No? I'll get you something, just in case. 109 00:07:39,584 --> 00:07:40,585 And you too? 110 00:07:41,461 --> 00:07:42,503 Come. 111 00:07:48,050 --> 00:07:49,260 Abbey, keep an eye on the equipment. 112 00:08:02,773 --> 00:08:05,443 Sorry. I'm just getting the camera. 113 00:08:09,030 --> 00:08:10,323 I feel like I know your face. 114 00:08:10,698 --> 00:08:12,742 Maybe from the store, from Heller's? 115 00:08:13,534 --> 00:08:14,785 Might have been a while ago. 116 00:08:18,873 --> 00:08:19,832 What happened there? 117 00:08:21,584 --> 00:08:22,627 I don't know. 118 00:08:23,085 --> 00:08:25,171 it was just like a medical... 119 00:08:25,963 --> 00:08:28,299 02 sat. 02 sat's a hundred percent. 120 00:08:28,466 --> 00:08:29,634 You're okay, Abbey. Abbey, you're okay. 121 00:08:30,426 --> 00:08:31,469 Too nosy. 122 00:08:32,136 --> 00:08:34,013 -Whatever. -I'm sorry. 123 00:08:35,389 --> 00:08:36,641 Sorry. 124 00:08:38,809 --> 00:08:40,353 I've got one myself. 125 00:08:41,812 --> 00:08:42,939 I tell my daughters 126 00:08:43,105 --> 00:08:44,565 I got burned on the water heater. 127 00:08:45,191 --> 00:08:46,150 But you didn't. 128 00:08:47,026 --> 00:08:47,985 No. 129 00:08:48,903 --> 00:08:51,280 So, how did it happen then? 130 00:08:53,032 --> 00:08:54,575 Long story. 131 00:08:56,410 --> 00:08:57,495 We got time. 132 00:08:59,664 --> 00:09:04,043 Yeah, time... That's why I'm doing this. 133 00:09:05,753 --> 00:09:06,712 What? 134 00:09:10,591 --> 00:09:12,385 Don't know that I do have time. 135 00:09:13,761 --> 00:09:14,720 Anyway... 136 00:09:15,972 --> 00:09:16,931 Not so sure. 137 00:09:25,481 --> 00:09:29,819 Oh, go ahead. I want to see what happens. 138 00:09:31,821 --> 00:09:35,783 Maybe if you tell me about your scar, I could tell you about mine. 139 00:09:37,368 --> 00:09:39,161 We make a deal? 140 00:09:41,998 --> 00:09:43,708 Do you know the name Heydrich? 141 00:09:46,377 --> 00:09:47,336 No. 142 00:09:47,837 --> 00:09:50,881 But you've heard of Hitler, I think, yes? 143 00:09:51,048 --> 00:09:53,718 -Yeah. Yeah, yes. -So... 144 00:09:54,010 --> 00:09:55,261 Heydrich. 145 00:09:56,971 --> 00:09:58,556 Reinhard Heydrich. 146 00:09:59,765 --> 00:10:01,767 He was Hitler's third in command. 147 00:10:02,476 --> 00:10:04,645 It was Heydrich who came up with the plan. 148 00:10:05,563 --> 00:10:06,522 What plan? 149 00:10:07,440 --> 00:10:09,191 The plan to kill all the Jews. 150 00:10:10,776 --> 00:10:12,862 Heydrich came to my hometown. 151 00:10:14,322 --> 00:10:15,323 To Prague. 152 00:10:22,371 --> 00:10:23,706 Before Heydrich, 153 00:10:23,873 --> 00:10:26,459 my father gave us a magical childhood. 154 00:10:27,501 --> 00:10:29,920 He was a respected engineer. 155 00:10:58,366 --> 00:11:00,242 -What a beautiful dress. -Thank you. 156 00:11:05,706 --> 00:11:08,959 This is why they act as if the world outside doesn't exist, 157 00:11:09,585 --> 00:11:11,128 as though nothing bad can happen. 158 00:11:11,379 --> 00:11:15,174 They just drink more champagne and keep listening to Mahler. 159 00:11:16,967 --> 00:11:18,552 You don't like Mahler? 160 00:11:19,512 --> 00:11:20,805 That's not the point. 161 00:11:21,639 --> 00:11:24,392 The point is they're just pretending things are safe. 162 00:11:24,558 --> 00:11:28,688 Already the newspapers are publishing in German instead of Czech. 163 00:11:28,854 --> 00:11:30,773 My brother's family left for Canada last month. 164 00:11:31,232 --> 00:11:33,401 So what are you suggesting, my friend? 165 00:11:33,567 --> 00:11:36,654 What I'm saying, Karel, is it might be time for us to leave too. 166 00:11:37,613 --> 00:11:39,949 And what about Papa? 167 00:11:41,033 --> 00:11:42,451 Papa actually believes it. 168 00:11:43,369 --> 00:11:47,081 Right now, he's saying it's okay, and it will be okay. 169 00:11:47,248 --> 00:11:48,374 Even Schoenberg left. 170 00:11:48,874 --> 00:11:53,295 So you actually believe they would have all the 60,000 Jews leave Prague? 171 00:11:53,421 --> 00:11:54,922 I mean, don't be ridiculous. 172 00:11:55,089 --> 00:11:57,216 They can't afford to lose their biggest businessmen 173 00:11:57,383 --> 00:11:59,301 or their top engineers. 174 00:12:00,302 --> 00:12:02,430 Everything will return to normal soon. 175 00:12:04,765 --> 00:12:05,725 But it's not true. 176 00:12:05,891 --> 00:12:09,186 Karel, they've already taken the Sudetenland. 177 00:12:09,353 --> 00:12:10,980 They will take whatever they want. 178 00:12:11,564 --> 00:12:13,315 They will do whatever they want. 179 00:12:13,482 --> 00:12:16,569 Well, if they do want all the Jews to leave the country, 180 00:12:17,111 --> 00:12:19,822 they will have to do it without my cooperation. 181 00:12:19,989 --> 00:12:21,699 -Thank you for inviting us. -Of course. 182 00:12:23,325 --> 00:12:24,994 My stepbrother is so serious. 183 00:12:25,661 --> 00:12:26,704 It's a party. 184 00:12:30,040 --> 00:12:31,208 Is that yours, Papa? 185 00:12:31,709 --> 00:12:34,462 I helped design the entrance and the waterworks below. 186 00:12:36,005 --> 00:12:37,798 Keep your eyes down, boys. 187 00:12:47,683 --> 00:12:50,686 Karel, you shouldn't take such risks. 188 00:13:15,044 --> 00:13:18,756 This machine uses X-rays to see through your skin 189 00:13:18,923 --> 00:13:21,050 all the way to your foot's bones. 190 00:13:21,425 --> 00:13:24,512 All 26 of them. It shows how big they'll grow. 191 00:13:24,929 --> 00:13:27,306 Sir, I suggest getting a size larger. 192 00:13:27,473 --> 00:13:29,141 Give the boy room to grow. 193 00:13:33,896 --> 00:13:36,607 Please don't touch the dials. 194 00:13:38,317 --> 00:13:40,277 He doesn't know I'm an engineer. 195 00:13:42,404 --> 00:13:43,739 It's like magic. 196 00:13:43,906 --> 00:13:47,034 That's right. Oh, do you... 197 00:13:48,244 --> 00:13:50,871 Do you think the shoes will be magic too? 198 00:13:51,205 --> 00:13:53,457 Maybe they'll even score some goals for you. 199 00:13:56,043 --> 00:13:58,254 Of course, I wanted to believe him. 200 00:13:58,879 --> 00:14:02,424 I wanted to make those magic shoes work at any cost. 201 00:14:02,591 --> 00:14:04,009 Come on, Johnny. Come on. 202 00:14:09,056 --> 00:14:12,434 Go, go! Come on! Go! You got this. 203 00:14:14,645 --> 00:14:16,105 Another one, Herbert. 204 00:14:22,194 --> 00:14:23,571 What are you doing? 205 00:14:24,780 --> 00:14:26,156 You'll see. 206 00:14:26,991 --> 00:14:28,325 That must hurt. 207 00:14:29,243 --> 00:14:30,494 It does. 208 00:14:42,965 --> 00:14:44,091 Rudy, did you see it? 209 00:14:45,217 --> 00:14:47,177 -Yes! -Yeah! 210 00:14:53,058 --> 00:14:54,018 Chocolate? 211 00:14:55,185 --> 00:14:57,187 -I'm okay. -That's a shame. 212 00:14:58,564 --> 00:15:00,983 This is 80 percent Belgian dark. 213 00:15:01,817 --> 00:15:03,986 Okay. Thanks. 214 00:15:07,031 --> 00:15:08,324 My weakness. 215 00:15:14,288 --> 00:15:15,748 It feels strange. 216 00:15:16,665 --> 00:15:19,585 -Why? -I'm the only one who talks. 217 00:15:20,502 --> 00:15:21,545 Tell me about your school. 218 00:15:24,548 --> 00:15:25,799 It's normal, I guess. 219 00:15:26,800 --> 00:15:28,218 Nicer than normal. 220 00:15:29,511 --> 00:15:32,222 But I'm kind of lonely. 221 00:15:33,641 --> 00:15:36,101 So I take photographs. 222 00:15:36,268 --> 00:15:38,270 Photographs? Why? 223 00:15:38,646 --> 00:15:40,230 People don't show their real selves. 224 00:15:40,689 --> 00:15:42,900 They put on like fake smiles, poses. 225 00:15:43,817 --> 00:15:46,528 Who they really are, they keep hidden in their purse 226 00:15:46,695 --> 00:15:49,865 or their pocket or some secret drawer. 227 00:15:54,662 --> 00:15:56,997 -My gosh. -Right, dude. What's her deal? 228 00:16:00,876 --> 00:16:02,336 What a freak. 229 00:16:16,433 --> 00:16:17,518 And your family? 230 00:16:19,269 --> 00:16:21,480 You're not gonna get into Juilliard if you keep dragging the tempo. 231 00:16:25,025 --> 00:16:25,985 Watch your rhythm. 232 00:16:30,781 --> 00:16:31,991 Clean it up. 233 00:16:33,492 --> 00:16:35,035 Loose wrists, Abbey. 234 00:16:37,913 --> 00:16:39,415 I gotta go. I'm late. 235 00:16:42,042 --> 00:16:44,628 I wish you'd let me do something with your hair. 236 00:16:46,797 --> 00:16:50,092 Don't forget you're with your dad this weekend. 237 00:16:52,803 --> 00:16:55,014 For Christ's sake! What's wrong with you? 238 00:17:00,769 --> 00:17:04,565 Typical, disconnected, broken, suburban-type shit. 239 00:17:05,065 --> 00:17:06,650 Stuff. Sorry. 240 00:17:09,278 --> 00:17:12,197 You know, really supposed to be hearing about your story. 241 00:17:13,198 --> 00:17:16,201 You're sure? I would... much rather hear about yours. 242 00:17:17,202 --> 00:17:18,162 I'm sure. 243 00:17:19,705 --> 00:17:22,541 Well, times got worse. 244 00:17:22,708 --> 00:17:23,667 The worse they got, 245 00:17:23,834 --> 00:17:27,129 the harder my father tried to make every day brighter for us. 246 00:17:27,546 --> 00:17:29,048 Even Heinz smiled once. 247 00:17:29,548 --> 00:17:31,717 Yeah, when the acrobat fell down, it was kind of funny. 248 00:17:31,884 --> 00:17:33,260 Herbert, catch. 249 00:17:36,263 --> 00:17:37,389 Papa, can we come next weekend? 250 00:17:39,308 --> 00:17:41,018 -Jesus. -I'm sorry, boys. 251 00:17:41,643 --> 00:17:43,854 The circus will be in Vienna by then. 252 00:17:44,021 --> 00:17:46,482 They travel the world in these little wagons. 253 00:17:47,316 --> 00:17:48,942 I don't want it to end. 254 00:17:53,697 --> 00:17:57,951 Just because the circus is over doesn't mean the fun must end. 255 00:17:58,494 --> 00:18:00,037 Do you want to see a trick? 256 00:18:00,204 --> 00:18:01,205 Yes. 257 00:18:01,371 --> 00:18:02,456 Give me your ticket. 258 00:18:04,583 --> 00:18:07,002 Heinz, your seltzer, please. 259 00:18:07,294 --> 00:18:09,296 -It's flat. -Oh, flat is good. 260 00:18:10,172 --> 00:18:11,507 I am going to take this needle 261 00:18:11,673 --> 00:18:15,511 and make it point directly at the Chateau across the park. 262 00:18:15,677 --> 00:18:16,678 Ready? 263 00:18:19,640 --> 00:18:20,849 -How did you do it? -It's magic. 264 00:18:21,225 --> 00:18:23,644 -It's not magic. It's... -Heinz, it's magic. 265 00:18:24,144 --> 00:18:26,730 Even your beloved Einstein said the path to intelligence, 266 00:18:27,231 --> 00:18:29,691 it's not knowledge, it's imagination. 267 00:18:30,234 --> 00:18:32,820 -Yes, Papa. -Race me for ice cream. 268 00:18:34,113 --> 00:18:35,322 I give up. 269 00:18:40,285 --> 00:18:41,328 Would you? 270 00:18:42,746 --> 00:18:44,248 Okay. 271 00:18:46,250 --> 00:18:48,335 Heinz, do you want to practice penalty kicks? 272 00:18:48,794 --> 00:18:50,629 No. I'm studying. 273 00:18:51,797 --> 00:18:53,298 And you should be as well. 274 00:18:56,009 --> 00:19:00,013 Boys, come down. It's too beautiful to stay inside. 275 00:19:00,180 --> 00:19:01,557 Let's go for a ride. 276 00:19:03,100 --> 00:19:04,852 Some of us have studying to do. 277 00:19:05,018 --> 00:19:07,187 I have an answer for that. 278 00:19:08,105 --> 00:19:09,356 Let's go. 279 00:19:15,070 --> 00:19:19,408 What is the square root of 529? 280 00:19:20,075 --> 00:19:23,996 -This... this is my magic wand. -Who are you? Houdini? 281 00:19:24,538 --> 00:19:25,497 It's a slide rule. 282 00:19:26,081 --> 00:19:31,003 The square root of 529 is 23. 283 00:19:34,006 --> 00:19:37,551 -Papa, why are they here? -Remember Aunt Edna? 284 00:19:37,718 --> 00:19:41,597 How she came to our house last summer for a week and then stayed a month? 285 00:19:41,763 --> 00:19:43,891 Yes. She smelled of onions. 286 00:19:44,725 --> 00:19:46,185 And a bad perfume. 287 00:19:46,351 --> 00:19:48,187 Well, they are just like her. 288 00:19:48,478 --> 00:19:51,106 They are visitors overstaying their welcome. 289 00:19:51,523 --> 00:19:54,776 And just like Aunt Edna, they will be gone soon. 290 00:19:54,943 --> 00:19:56,904 They don't smell so good either. 291 00:20:00,032 --> 00:20:02,159 -What is the square root of... -Oh, Herbert, come on. 292 00:20:02,326 --> 00:20:04,369 You're missing the view. Give me that. Take the wheel. 293 00:20:04,536 --> 00:20:05,996 -But Papa, I... -Take the wheel. Just... 294 00:20:06,163 --> 00:20:08,207 -Great, now we can all die together. -No, we're not gonna die. 295 00:20:08,373 --> 00:20:11,543 If the road goes right, you go right. If it goes left, you go left. 296 00:20:11,835 --> 00:20:15,464 And I will work the brakes. And Old Johann... 297 00:20:15,631 --> 00:20:17,382 is getting a little boring. 298 00:20:18,300 --> 00:20:21,178 -That's so much better. -Herbert, hold it still. 299 00:20:21,345 --> 00:20:24,556 I'm trying. -So what is the square root of... 300 00:20:24,723 --> 00:20:27,142 Isn't this a much better way to do homework, huh? 301 00:20:27,309 --> 00:20:28,310 Yes, Papa. 302 00:20:30,395 --> 00:20:32,356 -Jesus, stop! -Oh, live a little. 303 00:20:32,522 --> 00:20:34,983 -Hold it still, Herbert. -I'm trying. 304 00:20:35,150 --> 00:20:36,318 Let him drive. 305 00:20:36,818 --> 00:20:39,196 So, the square root of... 306 00:20:39,363 --> 00:20:42,783 -Papa, drive. Don't let him drive. -He's okay. He's doing his best. 307 00:20:44,576 --> 00:20:47,162 I predict an A-plus on this test. 308 00:21:06,098 --> 00:21:07,349 I know that one. 309 00:21:08,892 --> 00:21:09,851 -Bad grades? 310 00:21:12,271 --> 00:21:14,356 More like, you know, gotta get the right grades, 311 00:21:14,523 --> 00:21:18,026 get into the right college to justify your existence. 312 00:21:19,194 --> 00:21:23,448 Like, can never do enough right to cancel out all the wrong. 313 00:21:25,284 --> 00:21:26,618 What wrong did you do? 314 00:21:38,463 --> 00:21:40,007 I wouldn't even know where to start. 315 00:21:41,425 --> 00:21:43,051 Why not start at the beginning? 316 00:21:56,064 --> 00:21:58,025 It got very quiet in here. 317 00:21:59,818 --> 00:22:03,405 My father tried to make every day brighter for us. 318 00:22:03,572 --> 00:22:06,700 -He's opening up to you. -He would take us to the circus. 319 00:22:06,867 --> 00:22:09,494 I'm gonna find more excuses to step outside of the room. 320 00:22:09,661 --> 00:22:12,497 -Just keep recording. -Capture our imagination. 321 00:22:12,664 --> 00:22:13,623 Why? 322 00:22:14,207 --> 00:22:16,335 I'm not, like, qualified or anything. 323 00:22:18,837 --> 00:22:20,630 What if I say something and freak him out? 324 00:22:20,797 --> 00:22:25,052 Abbey, this man has faced more frightening challenges 325 00:22:25,218 --> 00:22:28,180 than an angry teenage girl. Trust me. 326 00:22:28,930 --> 00:22:29,931 What do you know? 327 00:22:30,349 --> 00:22:34,519 Well, my parents were there too in the camps. 328 00:22:34,686 --> 00:22:38,315 I was an angry teenage girl and they were pretty unfazed by me. 329 00:22:41,526 --> 00:22:44,946 But... if it's too much, 330 00:22:46,156 --> 00:22:47,407 tell me. I would understand. 331 00:22:48,116 --> 00:22:49,951 No, it was fine. 332 00:22:52,662 --> 00:22:53,622 It's just like... 333 00:22:56,041 --> 00:22:59,586 I don't know. I mean, he's some old European guy. 334 00:22:59,836 --> 00:23:01,880 Like what do I have in common with him? 335 00:23:02,047 --> 00:23:03,673 Well, something, apparently. 336 00:23:04,341 --> 00:23:06,093 Just don't stop recording. 337 00:23:35,705 --> 00:23:36,957 House of Representatives. 338 00:23:38,708 --> 00:23:39,918 Yesterday, 339 00:23:41,086 --> 00:23:45,173 December 7, 1941... 340 00:23:45,966 --> 00:23:46,925 Heinz, change the station. 341 00:23:47,300 --> 00:23:51,012 ...a date which will live in infamy... 342 00:23:53,473 --> 00:23:56,101 Mama, why I must I wear it? I look stupid. 343 00:23:58,186 --> 00:23:59,229 Don't worry, Herbert. 344 00:23:59,980 --> 00:24:02,232 All our friends will soon wear it too. 345 00:24:02,399 --> 00:24:04,234 We all get to look stupid together. 346 00:24:06,027 --> 00:24:08,572 Herbert, don't complain. 347 00:24:08,738 --> 00:24:11,992 I must sew one on every piece of our clothing. 348 00:24:12,868 --> 00:24:15,912 Still, I stitch it with care, 349 00:24:16,079 --> 00:24:19,458 using silk thread and a triple stitch at the top of the star. 350 00:24:19,833 --> 00:24:20,876 Why? 351 00:24:21,418 --> 00:24:26,715 Because if we must wear them, ours will be made with pride. 352 00:24:27,841 --> 00:24:30,635 And when you look at that stitch, 353 00:24:32,179 --> 00:24:35,098 you'll know it's from your mother. Who loves you. 354 00:24:37,058 --> 00:24:40,437 Boys... it's just for now. 355 00:24:56,661 --> 00:25:00,957 Eventually, we were prevented even from going to school. 356 00:25:21,895 --> 00:25:23,647 What are you doing here? 357 00:25:24,397 --> 00:25:26,608 -I'm here to play. -We don't want to play with you. 358 00:25:27,526 --> 00:25:29,152 -Why? -We don't play with Jews. 359 00:25:29,861 --> 00:25:30,987 That's right. 360 00:25:31,530 --> 00:25:33,823 Come on, you little kike, aren't you even gonna fight back? 361 00:25:34,908 --> 00:25:36,785 Get him! Don't let him get away. 362 00:25:36,952 --> 00:25:38,995 -You can't run forever. -We know where you live, Herbert. 363 00:26:04,729 --> 00:26:07,023 -Catch him! -Get him! 364 00:26:07,732 --> 00:26:09,150 You can't run forever! 365 00:26:21,413 --> 00:26:22,372 Get out of here. 366 00:26:22,998 --> 00:26:26,876 Or I am going to claw the tiny little thing between your legs. 367 00:26:37,596 --> 00:26:39,639 The whole world is losing its mind. 368 00:26:42,559 --> 00:26:43,893 Listen, Herbert. 369 00:26:45,270 --> 00:26:46,813 If you are ever in trouble, 370 00:26:47,897 --> 00:26:49,482 you can always come here. 371 00:26:51,067 --> 00:26:52,694 Do you understand me? 372 00:26:53,945 --> 00:26:55,739 Yes, Mrs. Krall. 373 00:27:00,118 --> 00:27:01,536 I wish I had someone like that. 374 00:27:02,245 --> 00:27:04,331 -What? -A Mrs. Krall. 375 00:27:05,498 --> 00:27:08,877 -A protector? -Yeah, I don't know. Something like that. 376 00:27:12,505 --> 00:27:13,840 Do you get bullied? 377 00:27:15,342 --> 00:27:16,593 Not like... 378 00:27:18,803 --> 00:27:20,096 Wait, Abbey? 379 00:27:20,805 --> 00:27:23,683 Oh, man. I'm worried about her. 380 00:27:24,768 --> 00:27:26,686 It's more than just Jane's bullshit. 381 00:27:26,853 --> 00:27:30,815 It's... I feel like Abbey's just an expression of all of my worst traits. 382 00:27:34,527 --> 00:27:36,613 Just like the normal amount, I guess. 383 00:27:36,780 --> 00:27:39,157 But you would like a protector. 384 00:27:39,908 --> 00:27:41,076 Who doesn't, right? 385 00:27:46,623 --> 00:27:47,582 But I don't know. 386 00:27:47,749 --> 00:27:51,628 Maybe, maybe more like a friend who's stronger than you. 387 00:27:52,671 --> 00:27:55,256 You know? I thought I had that once. 388 00:28:03,181 --> 00:28:04,641 Where is your friend now? 389 00:28:08,353 --> 00:28:09,312 Nowhere. 390 00:28:10,480 --> 00:28:11,815 Nothing. I-- 391 00:28:12,399 --> 00:28:16,194 We're really supposed to be hearing your story. You wanna just... 392 00:28:19,364 --> 00:28:20,699 My story, so. 393 00:28:22,075 --> 00:28:27,122 After that, it became too dangerous to even go outside. 394 00:28:29,958 --> 00:28:34,129 Look what I found. It's your favorite kind and there's almost half the bar left. 395 00:28:34,337 --> 00:28:37,507 -Thank you, Papa. -Yeah? Let's go home now. 396 00:28:37,674 --> 00:28:39,092 It's one hour to curfew. 397 00:28:40,301 --> 00:28:41,261 Papa, look. 398 00:28:57,152 --> 00:28:59,404 -Come, boys. We need to go home. -But, Papa, he's our friend. 399 00:28:59,571 --> 00:29:00,697 No, let's go. 400 00:29:22,135 --> 00:29:23,136 Come. 401 00:29:23,970 --> 00:29:25,013 Mayer predicted it. 402 00:29:25,180 --> 00:29:27,182 More arrests every day. And now it's too late. 403 00:29:27,348 --> 00:29:28,641 Stop it, Heinz. 404 00:29:29,100 --> 00:29:30,852 Is it true? Is it too late? 405 00:29:31,019 --> 00:29:34,355 By the time I could get counterfeit papers, this war would be long over. 406 00:29:34,522 --> 00:29:36,566 We should have left when Uncle David went to England. 407 00:29:36,733 --> 00:29:37,859 You know what happened in Poland? 408 00:29:38,026 --> 00:29:39,152 Stop it, Heinz. 409 00:29:39,319 --> 00:29:41,654 -They're already digging our graves! -That's enough! 410 00:29:43,156 --> 00:29:44,240 Please. 411 00:29:50,663 --> 00:29:54,918 That was the last time anyone dared to raise their voice. 412 00:29:59,047 --> 00:30:00,965 Next morning, everything changed. 413 00:30:01,674 --> 00:30:02,801 How? 414 00:30:03,635 --> 00:30:05,428 It was a day just like today. 415 00:30:06,805 --> 00:30:08,014 Clear blue sky. 416 00:30:17,232 --> 00:30:20,068 The Gestapo are downstairs collecting the families. 417 00:30:22,695 --> 00:30:24,697 -In our building? -Yes. 418 00:30:24,864 --> 00:30:26,950 You need to take the boys, go out the back, 419 00:30:27,116 --> 00:30:28,284 and head straight for your sister's. 420 00:30:28,618 --> 00:30:30,703 I will stay here and I will distract them. 421 00:30:31,746 --> 00:30:34,707 -Herbert, go get dressed. Now! -What is wrong? 422 00:30:34,874 --> 00:30:37,460 No, no. Everything is okay. Just listen to your mother, okay? 423 00:30:37,627 --> 00:30:38,586 What is going on? 424 00:30:38,753 --> 00:30:40,129 Heinz, you too. 425 00:30:43,174 --> 00:30:46,302 Heller family open the door. Immediately! 426 00:30:47,929 --> 00:30:52,559 Refusing a command from the Gestapo is a crime against the state. 427 00:31:00,149 --> 00:31:04,946 Heller family, Karel, Melanie, Heinz and Herbert. 428 00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:10,618 You have exactly five minutes to pack one suitcase each. 429 00:31:10,785 --> 00:31:14,330 Sir, we have all our papers in order. May I ask... 430 00:31:20,753 --> 00:31:23,131 No, no. No, no, no. 431 00:31:23,298 --> 00:31:24,424 No! 432 00:31:24,924 --> 00:31:25,967 Five minutes! 433 00:31:28,052 --> 00:31:29,012 Herbert, no. 434 00:31:29,429 --> 00:31:32,098 Bring only what you need. Warm clothes. 435 00:31:33,266 --> 00:31:34,726 You can come get them later. 436 00:31:48,197 --> 00:31:49,365 -Herbert. 437 00:31:50,742 --> 00:31:53,786 -Herbert? -Yes. Excuse me. 438 00:31:56,915 --> 00:31:57,957 You were saying? 439 00:31:59,334 --> 00:32:01,628 Rather than be taken by the Gestapo, 440 00:32:01,794 --> 00:32:03,963 some families made another choice. 441 00:32:21,397 --> 00:32:22,857 Look out. 442 00:32:25,026 --> 00:32:27,070 Heinz, Heinz, take this. 443 00:32:30,907 --> 00:32:32,033 Hold tight. 444 00:32:47,382 --> 00:32:49,884 -Sorry. -I'm sorry. Are you all right? 445 00:32:52,095 --> 00:32:53,888 You're the first person I've ever told that to. 446 00:32:54,055 --> 00:32:55,306 It's too much, huh? 447 00:32:59,018 --> 00:33:01,062 I'm fine. I'm fine. It's just... 448 00:33:03,189 --> 00:33:04,649 It's too much. 449 00:33:07,318 --> 00:33:08,987 Brought you the things you asked for. 450 00:33:10,154 --> 00:33:11,114 Your dad wanted to say hi. 451 00:33:11,489 --> 00:33:13,616 You know, you guys are divorced. 452 00:33:13,783 --> 00:33:14,867 You don't have to keep... 453 00:33:21,833 --> 00:33:25,420 I can't handle any more of these bullshit rehab meetings. 454 00:33:27,630 --> 00:33:28,923 It's not optional. 455 00:33:30,216 --> 00:33:33,261 They did say they'd give you a pass for Sabrina's memorial. 456 00:33:35,805 --> 00:33:39,308 May this water recall to mind Sabrina's baptism 457 00:33:40,268 --> 00:33:43,312 as Christ went through the deep waters of death... 458 00:33:43,855 --> 00:33:45,189 Abbey. 459 00:33:46,399 --> 00:33:49,193 ...to the promise of resurrection. Amen. 460 00:33:52,113 --> 00:33:53,072 Amen. 461 00:33:53,239 --> 00:33:56,117 Like as a father has been for his own children... 462 00:33:56,284 --> 00:33:59,454 I get it. One photo to sum up a whole person. 463 00:34:00,079 --> 00:34:01,622 Not a whole. 464 00:34:10,048 --> 00:34:11,507 Wait. Stop there. 465 00:34:12,258 --> 00:34:13,634 If you think about it, it's a gift. 466 00:34:14,761 --> 00:34:16,012 How so? 467 00:34:17,180 --> 00:34:18,639 Like, we can see what the whole world is 468 00:34:18,806 --> 00:34:20,433 too scared to recognize. 469 00:34:21,934 --> 00:34:23,519 What are you talking about? 470 00:34:23,686 --> 00:34:25,313 The amount of pointless suffering 471 00:34:25,480 --> 00:34:27,440 that goes on in this world each day. 472 00:34:28,399 --> 00:34:31,694 Be more honest to make a real statement. 473 00:34:33,821 --> 00:34:35,323 What kind of statement do you mean? 474 00:34:43,790 --> 00:34:46,959 He remembered that we are but dust. 475 00:34:47,126 --> 00:34:50,630 The days of man are but as grass for the flourish 476 00:34:51,297 --> 00:34:53,633 as a flower of the field. 477 00:34:54,550 --> 00:34:58,429 For as soon as the wind goes over, it is gone. 478 00:35:00,431 --> 00:35:02,016 Okay, look forward to meeting you in person. 479 00:35:03,101 --> 00:35:05,061 Thank you so much. Okay, bye. 480 00:35:06,896 --> 00:35:08,356 That was good news. 481 00:35:10,066 --> 00:35:13,069 I got offered a three-month consulting gig in London. 482 00:35:15,404 --> 00:35:17,073 You know, I always wanted to go to London. 483 00:35:18,074 --> 00:35:19,325 I won't have a lot of time while I'm there, 484 00:35:19,492 --> 00:35:21,702 and you need full-time parental supervision, 485 00:35:22,411 --> 00:35:23,788 so you'll stay with your dad. 486 00:35:31,504 --> 00:35:32,839 Where did Dad go? 487 00:35:34,799 --> 00:35:36,134 I don't know. 488 00:35:56,529 --> 00:35:57,697 Hurry! 489 00:36:01,367 --> 00:36:02,743 Faster! 490 00:36:07,623 --> 00:36:08,708 Down the hallway. 491 00:36:16,007 --> 00:36:17,091 It's all right. 492 00:36:29,187 --> 00:36:30,229 Would you like some, Sir? 493 00:36:30,897 --> 00:36:32,523 No, Heller. I prefer cabbage. 494 00:36:33,858 --> 00:36:37,361 I love cabbage too. Especially the red served sweet. 495 00:36:37,528 --> 00:36:39,197 Sometimes we got to have it on holidays. 496 00:36:42,283 --> 00:36:46,162 Heller, for a Jewish boy, you work very hard, don't you? 497 00:36:46,329 --> 00:36:48,414 Yes, Sir, for a Jewish boy. 498 00:36:57,882 --> 00:36:59,675 If I was very careful, 499 00:36:59,842 --> 00:37:02,678 I could even steal some vegetables from the garden. 500 00:37:02,845 --> 00:37:04,805 Potatoes. Turnips. 501 00:37:07,350 --> 00:37:08,309 Hi, Mom. 502 00:37:10,478 --> 00:37:14,023 I think everybody just worries too much, you know. 503 00:37:14,190 --> 00:37:15,399 It's impossible. 504 00:37:16,317 --> 00:37:19,654 And you know now U.S. is involved, Russia is involved, 505 00:37:19,820 --> 00:37:21,572 the whole world is watching us. 506 00:37:21,739 --> 00:37:23,741 I mean, we had Red Cross the other day here 507 00:37:23,908 --> 00:37:25,618 so we must be safe, you know? 508 00:37:25,952 --> 00:37:28,287 No. Everything is going... 509 00:37:45,179 --> 00:37:46,222 Happy birthday. 510 00:37:47,890 --> 00:37:49,141 Happy birthday, Papa. 511 00:37:54,063 --> 00:37:56,565 "Happy birthday from Heinz." 512 00:37:59,777 --> 00:38:00,945 Thank you, Heinz. 513 00:38:01,988 --> 00:38:03,197 Thank you, boys. 514 00:38:14,750 --> 00:38:16,836 So they treated you pretty well? 515 00:38:18,462 --> 00:38:21,716 For a prisoner. We didn't know why. 516 00:38:22,925 --> 00:38:28,014 It turns out Terezin was a showcase camp to fool the Red Cross. 517 00:38:52,705 --> 00:38:56,917 Sometimes they'd let our best musicians play for us. 518 00:39:00,171 --> 00:39:01,505 What is this music? 519 00:39:02,631 --> 00:39:03,591 Schubert? 520 00:39:04,425 --> 00:39:05,384 No. 521 00:39:06,510 --> 00:39:07,928 It's composed by Viktor Ullmann. 522 00:39:09,889 --> 00:39:11,140 The one with the bow tie. 523 00:39:15,061 --> 00:39:16,020 It's nice. 524 00:39:16,562 --> 00:39:17,521 Yeah. 525 00:39:26,155 --> 00:39:29,325 Here, sir. I saved the best one for you. 526 00:39:29,909 --> 00:39:31,535 It's perfect for sauerkraut. 527 00:39:33,871 --> 00:39:36,332 Yes, Heller, it has good color. 528 00:39:43,381 --> 00:39:46,467 Sir, may I take water to the orchestra? 529 00:39:47,176 --> 00:39:50,346 They say music helps us prisoners work harder. 530 00:39:51,472 --> 00:39:53,724 All right, Heller, but don't linger. 531 00:39:54,350 --> 00:39:55,768 Thank you. 532 00:40:20,876 --> 00:40:23,170 I like your music, Mr. Ullmann. 533 00:40:25,047 --> 00:40:26,215 Thank you. 534 00:40:27,049 --> 00:40:28,217 Herbert Heller. 535 00:40:29,552 --> 00:40:31,679 Thank you, Mister. 536 00:40:36,058 --> 00:40:40,271 For most of you, your time at Terezin is through. 537 00:40:41,397 --> 00:40:45,568 Tomorrow you shall be transported to other facilities. 538 00:40:46,277 --> 00:40:51,323 The names of those leaving and departure times are posted on the wall. 539 00:40:51,907 --> 00:40:53,367 You won't need a suitcase. 540 00:40:54,285 --> 00:40:57,288 Clothes will be provided for you at the new facility. 541 00:41:03,711 --> 00:41:04,962 It's not there. 542 00:41:05,546 --> 00:41:06,630 It's not there. 543 00:41:07,256 --> 00:41:08,382 It's a good thing, Herbert. 544 00:41:09,091 --> 00:41:11,594 It's a good thing. Trust me. 545 00:41:13,304 --> 00:41:14,472 It's a good thing. 546 00:41:24,607 --> 00:41:26,400 You're such a brave boy. 547 00:41:28,736 --> 00:41:31,113 The best boy in the world, you know. 548 00:41:59,266 --> 00:42:02,561 Sir, I believe you forgot my name on the list by mistake. 549 00:42:02,728 --> 00:42:03,896 Forgot?! 550 00:42:05,356 --> 00:42:10,110 What makes a Jewish boy impudent enough to accuse the Reich of a mistake? 551 00:42:10,277 --> 00:42:13,280 Oh no sir, I didn't mean mistake. 552 00:42:13,781 --> 00:42:17,826 It's just the rest of my family is scheduled for transport and I'm not. 553 00:42:18,285 --> 00:42:20,538 I'd be left alone in Theresienstadt. 554 00:42:21,205 --> 00:42:24,542 Right now, alone in Theresienstadt is a good thing to be. 555 00:42:25,042 --> 00:42:28,712 Sir, this was intentional. We feel young Heller is an asset. 556 00:42:28,879 --> 00:42:31,465 He speaks good German, is a productive worker in the garden, 557 00:42:31,632 --> 00:42:34,218 and has an unusually clean nature for a Jew. 558 00:42:34,468 --> 00:42:39,932 Yes sir, I am a good worker, but I will be wherever I am sent. 559 00:42:40,099 --> 00:42:42,851 So you would prefer to go with your family rather than stay with us? 560 00:42:46,146 --> 00:42:50,359 Since Heller believes we've made a mistake, 561 00:42:50,526 --> 00:42:52,945 I'm inclined to fulfill his request. 562 00:42:53,112 --> 00:42:54,446 Sir, thank you very much. 563 00:42:56,490 --> 00:42:59,702 Best hurry, Heller, you don't want to miss your train. 564 00:43:00,035 --> 00:43:01,078 Yes, sir! 565 00:43:01,787 --> 00:43:06,667 I would soon learn why big decisions shouldn't be made by young boys. 566 00:43:07,376 --> 00:43:10,754 I had just begged to go to Auschwitz Death Camp, 567 00:43:11,213 --> 00:43:14,091 where they would murder 1.1 million of us. 568 00:43:14,258 --> 00:43:16,302 Herbert, no! 569 00:43:36,030 --> 00:43:38,324 So that's why your parents cried when you followed them. 570 00:43:38,741 --> 00:43:39,825 Trying to protect you. 571 00:44:07,311 --> 00:44:09,271 Worry about yourself now. 572 00:44:10,022 --> 00:44:12,024 If you're 13, tell them you're 16. 573 00:44:13,025 --> 00:44:15,069 If you're 40, tell them you're 30. 574 00:44:15,569 --> 00:44:17,655 If you're tired, tell them you're strong. 575 00:44:25,287 --> 00:44:26,664 Where are they taking them? 576 00:44:31,669 --> 00:44:34,004 When Mengele doesn't think you're strong enough, 577 00:44:34,380 --> 00:44:35,673 you will end up there too. 578 00:44:42,346 --> 00:44:46,517 I came face to face with Dr. Josef Mengele. 579 00:44:48,310 --> 00:44:52,314 I didn't know about the thousands he had killed and tortured. 580 00:44:52,648 --> 00:44:54,191 Doesn't hurt that bad, does it? 581 00:44:57,653 --> 00:45:00,364 -I'm Alvy. -I'm Herbert. 582 00:45:00,989 --> 00:45:02,866 He didn't look like a doctor at all. 583 00:45:03,701 --> 00:45:06,662 He had a swagger stick and a monocle. 584 00:45:07,246 --> 00:45:09,206 -Sprechen Sie Deutsch? -Nein. 585 00:45:09,915 --> 00:45:14,044 It's okay. I speak your ugly language. 586 00:45:17,005 --> 00:45:19,883 Eyes are pink more than red. 587 00:45:21,677 --> 00:45:22,803 Blue lips... 588 00:45:25,222 --> 00:45:28,225 flat chest, pale skin. 589 00:45:32,479 --> 00:45:33,439 I can see. 590 00:45:36,108 --> 00:45:39,111 You want to cough, don't you? 591 00:45:43,240 --> 00:45:44,742 You're holding your breath. 592 00:45:50,289 --> 00:45:51,248 Tuberculosis. 593 00:46:03,469 --> 00:46:04,845 I didn't know what to do. 594 00:46:05,345 --> 00:46:06,930 I just stood there. 595 00:46:08,140 --> 00:46:10,976 Finally, I flexed muscles I didn't even have. 596 00:46:12,686 --> 00:46:14,313 I can work. 597 00:46:17,441 --> 00:46:18,525 To the right. 598 00:46:21,361 --> 00:46:22,362 Faster! 599 00:46:24,656 --> 00:46:26,158 Why me? 600 00:46:26,325 --> 00:46:27,284 Why you? 601 00:46:27,451 --> 00:46:29,661 You know, why did you pick me to tell your story to? 602 00:46:31,497 --> 00:46:34,041 I've tried to tell it before but... 603 00:46:37,336 --> 00:46:39,713 I didn't want to upset anyone, but... 604 00:46:39,880 --> 00:46:41,590 I already am upset. 605 00:46:43,967 --> 00:46:46,678 Maybe it's because you don't make me nervous. 606 00:46:47,679 --> 00:46:51,225 Or maybe it's because I want to hear your story. 607 00:46:55,646 --> 00:46:56,647 Here. 608 00:46:59,191 --> 00:47:00,234 Muscles. 609 00:47:00,859 --> 00:47:02,152 Muscles. 610 00:47:02,528 --> 00:47:05,239 So remember, outpatient 611 00:47:05,948 --> 00:47:07,533 basically just changes where you sleep. 612 00:47:07,699 --> 00:47:10,661 You'll still be here 12 hours a day. 613 00:47:11,703 --> 00:47:13,622 And what about Herbert? 614 00:47:14,665 --> 00:47:17,501 I'm only allowing this because of the progress you've made with Herbert. 615 00:47:18,460 --> 00:47:21,338 -So we're still gonna-- -Yes, you'll keep working with him. 616 00:47:22,422 --> 00:47:25,634 I thought you were going to try and keep me here forever. 617 00:47:25,801 --> 00:47:28,637 No, I look forward to you being a distant memory. 618 00:47:30,514 --> 00:47:31,932 Because that'll mean I've done my job 619 00:47:32,099 --> 00:47:35,102 and you're out in the world, sober, living the good life. 620 00:47:36,645 --> 00:47:38,480 You can call me 24/7. 621 00:47:42,484 --> 00:47:44,695 Remember, you're used to this place. 622 00:47:45,612 --> 00:47:47,155 The outside world... 623 00:47:47,781 --> 00:47:49,658 transition can be harsh. 624 00:48:00,043 --> 00:48:01,295 I got Japanese. 625 00:48:01,753 --> 00:48:03,046 Your fave. 626 00:48:08,427 --> 00:48:09,720 I love these bento boxes. 627 00:48:10,262 --> 00:48:12,180 Why do you love bento boxes? 628 00:48:12,347 --> 00:48:15,225 Everything has its own perfect little compartment. 629 00:48:15,392 --> 00:48:16,768 So the miso doesn't get into the rice 630 00:48:16,935 --> 00:48:19,021 and the dashi doesn't get into the edamame. 631 00:48:19,187 --> 00:48:20,606 It's nice. 632 00:48:23,066 --> 00:48:24,276 Okay. 633 00:48:27,029 --> 00:48:28,822 I'm just trying to make things nice for you, Abbey. 634 00:48:29,239 --> 00:48:32,576 That's why I tried making things work with your dad even when it was... 635 00:48:33,201 --> 00:48:34,453 difficult. 636 00:48:35,329 --> 00:48:36,330 Did it for you. 637 00:48:37,623 --> 00:48:38,582 Not for me. 638 00:48:40,709 --> 00:48:42,502 Why do you think you survived? 639 00:48:43,587 --> 00:48:45,505 I've often wondered that. 640 00:48:46,423 --> 00:48:49,259 Why me? Why did I get to live? 641 00:48:50,218 --> 00:48:51,428 It is true that... 642 00:48:52,471 --> 00:48:55,098 I always managed to find the right job. 643 00:49:00,187 --> 00:49:04,441 At Auschwitz, I was assigned a job at the first aid station. 644 00:49:04,608 --> 00:49:06,401 It took some finagling. 645 00:49:12,366 --> 00:49:14,785 You see, the aid station had water. 646 00:49:14,952 --> 00:49:17,788 I learned if I drank as much as I could, 647 00:49:17,955 --> 00:49:20,624 it'd keep hunger pains down. 648 00:49:20,791 --> 00:49:25,671 And at Auschwitz, this was a luxury, to not be in pain from starvation. 649 00:49:28,090 --> 00:49:32,386 The aid station I was also at the center of things. 650 00:49:33,387 --> 00:49:37,140 I remember I could see Heinz coming back from work at day's end. 651 00:49:55,283 --> 00:49:57,327 Once a week, I could cross the camp 652 00:49:57,494 --> 00:50:01,206 to see my mother through the fence. 653 00:50:03,709 --> 00:50:06,128 I tried not to look shocked by her appearance. 654 00:50:06,920 --> 00:50:08,088 Hi, Mama. 655 00:50:13,010 --> 00:50:14,594 You still look pretty. 656 00:50:27,566 --> 00:50:28,817 I love you too. 657 00:50:55,594 --> 00:50:57,471 Even between the fences, 658 00:50:58,638 --> 00:51:01,600 we still found ways to care for each other. 659 00:51:05,729 --> 00:51:10,150 It may seem foolish, taking risks for such small gestures, 660 00:51:10,317 --> 00:51:14,780 but these little resistances made us feel alive. 661 00:51:18,700 --> 00:51:20,619 -Get this to Herbert. -All right. 662 00:52:05,872 --> 00:52:07,207 Papa! 663 00:52:29,563 --> 00:52:33,650 I could see Auschwitz taking its toll even on my father. 664 00:52:38,530 --> 00:52:39,781 Stay here. 665 00:52:41,658 --> 00:52:43,410 I soon learned why. 666 00:52:47,372 --> 00:52:48,415 Shall I fill mine now? 667 00:52:48,582 --> 00:52:51,459 No. I will do it. 668 00:52:58,758 --> 00:53:01,469 One day, I was assigned to work with him. 669 00:53:18,653 --> 00:53:20,572 We knew the oldest 670 00:53:20,989 --> 00:53:23,533 and the youngest were killed right away. 671 00:53:24,784 --> 00:53:27,329 We tried mostly not to think about it. 672 00:53:37,631 --> 00:53:39,549 Papa, please. We must go. 673 00:53:39,716 --> 00:53:40,675 Come on. 674 00:53:43,303 --> 00:53:44,429 Please, Papa. 675 00:54:10,956 --> 00:54:12,290 What do they do with it? 676 00:54:13,208 --> 00:54:16,127 They make snot rags for the SS. 677 00:54:18,797 --> 00:54:20,966 Herbert, let's go. Let's go. 678 00:54:29,057 --> 00:54:30,100 -Are you all right? 679 00:54:30,517 --> 00:54:31,768 Yes. Yeah. 680 00:54:33,728 --> 00:54:36,481 Things got bad enough that some tried to escape. 681 00:54:36,982 --> 00:54:40,819 I'm so tired of having to remind you all 682 00:54:40,986 --> 00:54:45,699 that any attempts to escape is a capital crime. 683 00:54:45,865 --> 00:54:48,451 And pointless. 684 00:54:49,202 --> 00:54:52,330 The prisoner shall be left up here as a reminder to you. 685 00:54:53,456 --> 00:54:57,585 Focus on your work. Lose any fantasy of escape. 686 00:55:03,717 --> 00:55:05,760 Herbert, stay here. 687 00:55:07,304 --> 00:55:08,305 Herbert. 688 00:55:08,972 --> 00:55:11,224 Still, some tried to escape. 689 00:55:12,058 --> 00:55:16,187 But you see, there was only one way they could succeed. 690 00:55:16,354 --> 00:55:19,607 The camp was surrounded by an electrified fence. 691 00:55:23,945 --> 00:55:25,488 Sir, you don't have to do this. 692 00:55:28,658 --> 00:55:31,494 -Herbert, stop! -Please, sir. Don't do it. 693 00:55:39,044 --> 00:55:41,296 So, one moment of shock 694 00:55:42,213 --> 00:55:43,340 and an end to all suffering. 695 00:55:44,924 --> 00:55:46,426 Did you ever consider it? 696 00:55:48,261 --> 00:55:49,763 Why do you ask, Abbey? 697 00:55:53,016 --> 00:55:54,142 Like you said, 698 00:55:54,768 --> 00:55:57,395 one moment of shock, end all the suffering. 699 00:55:58,313 --> 00:56:03,735 Look, Auschwitz was a place that offered very few choices. 700 00:56:05,195 --> 00:56:07,739 I made the choice to believe in my father. 701 00:56:09,282 --> 00:56:10,325 So you never considered it? 702 00:56:11,076 --> 00:56:13,119 Never is a long time. 703 00:56:59,374 --> 00:57:01,334 It happens on the road crews all the time. 704 00:57:02,627 --> 00:57:04,045 It's almost unavoidable. 705 00:57:07,382 --> 00:57:11,428 I heard they sent one of the younger road crews to work at another camp. 706 00:57:16,850 --> 00:57:18,268 Yes, Karel. 707 00:57:20,478 --> 00:57:21,938 I'm sure you're right. 708 00:57:52,844 --> 00:57:54,053 Please sit down. 709 00:58:03,980 --> 00:58:05,523 Mr. Ullman? 710 00:58:06,774 --> 00:58:08,067 Mr. Heller. 711 00:58:12,989 --> 00:58:15,116 This is the composer, Viktor Ullman. 712 00:58:15,575 --> 00:58:17,118 I know him from Terezin. 713 00:58:20,413 --> 00:58:21,623 Mr. Ullman... 714 00:58:23,875 --> 00:58:25,126 I'm afraid it is broken. 715 00:58:26,628 --> 00:58:30,215 Should I go to the hospital? 716 00:58:30,381 --> 00:58:33,510 -No, sir. This is a bad idea. -The boy is right. 717 00:58:36,095 --> 00:58:38,223 I'll do my best to set the bone. 718 00:58:38,473 --> 00:58:39,516 Wrap it tight as I can. 719 00:58:39,891 --> 00:58:41,559 Almost as good as a cast. 720 00:58:43,561 --> 00:58:44,979 Shall I get more bandages? 721 00:58:45,480 --> 00:58:48,525 Yes. And plaster, if you can find it. 722 00:58:48,942 --> 00:58:52,111 If not we'll use mud. Herbert... 723 00:58:53,738 --> 00:58:54,864 Be careful. 724 00:59:07,335 --> 00:59:11,047 Mengele was fascinated by identical twins. 725 00:59:11,589 --> 00:59:15,552 He used them for medical experiments. 726 00:59:21,015 --> 00:59:24,185 We learned to avoid the hospital at all costs. 727 00:59:29,816 --> 00:59:33,319 At night, my father tried to lift my spirits. 728 00:59:34,779 --> 00:59:38,366 What is the first thing you want to do when we come back home? 729 00:59:40,827 --> 00:59:42,579 I want to go to the circus. 730 00:59:44,122 --> 00:59:46,416 Remember how Heinz was afraid? 731 00:59:47,584 --> 00:59:49,168 Especially the clowns. 732 00:59:51,296 --> 00:59:54,048 I wanted to believe anything he said. 733 00:59:55,091 --> 00:59:59,178 He was the only positive force in my world. You see? 734 01:00:02,056 --> 01:00:03,433 I know this is hard. 735 01:00:05,351 --> 01:00:07,520 But when this war is over, we will be reunited. 736 01:00:09,689 --> 01:00:12,734 I see us all sitting at the dinner table. 737 01:00:14,110 --> 01:00:16,738 We're laughing, we're telling jokes. 738 01:00:18,156 --> 01:00:19,407 You're married... 739 01:00:23,494 --> 01:00:25,622 You have your own children. 740 01:00:30,835 --> 01:00:33,087 And maybe I can take them to the circus. 741 01:00:43,097 --> 01:00:44,849 Do you want to know how I did it? 742 01:00:47,393 --> 01:00:48,353 What? 743 01:00:48,519 --> 01:00:50,146 The magic trick with the needle. 744 01:00:51,731 --> 01:00:55,526 When you rub metal on silk, it magnetizes it 745 01:00:56,361 --> 01:00:58,780 and this way, it will always point to true north. 746 01:01:00,948 --> 01:01:04,243 Your mother always uses a silk thread with a triple stitch on top. 747 01:01:13,461 --> 01:01:14,754 Papa. 748 01:01:46,703 --> 01:01:49,539 Something broke inside me after that. 749 01:01:50,373 --> 01:01:54,293 I felt my time was coming soon but... 750 01:01:55,378 --> 01:01:56,921 I wanted to leave my mark. 751 01:01:57,088 --> 01:02:01,092 I wanted the world to know I had existed. 752 01:02:02,093 --> 01:02:03,511 So, yes, 753 01:02:04,721 --> 01:02:07,974 finally the hum of the fence began to call me. 754 01:02:12,353 --> 01:02:14,897 Herbert, come with me now. 755 01:02:16,566 --> 01:02:17,692 Please, Herbert. 756 01:02:21,279 --> 01:02:23,281 There's still work needs to be done. 757 01:02:35,752 --> 01:02:38,963 Would you have done it if he hadn't stopped you? 758 01:02:40,131 --> 01:02:41,758 I chose to believe my father. 759 01:02:43,509 --> 01:02:46,971 Why? I mean, he was wrong so many times. 760 01:02:48,806 --> 01:02:54,562 Because he was my father and because he was good at magic. 761 01:02:56,355 --> 01:02:59,066 Excuse me, I need to utilize the facilities. 762 01:03:25,384 --> 01:03:28,721 -Sorry. I'm sorry. I... -No, no, no. It's all right. 763 01:03:28,888 --> 01:03:32,809 I don't mind. Yeah, so tell me about this. 764 01:03:33,601 --> 01:03:36,896 I don't know. It's just like, it's like a thing I do. 765 01:03:37,063 --> 01:03:38,272 To know people. 766 01:03:40,274 --> 01:03:41,484 Yeah, I mean... 767 01:03:41,901 --> 01:03:43,361 I understand. 768 01:03:44,654 --> 01:03:45,822 You do? 769 01:03:47,240 --> 01:03:48,241 Look, Abbey. 770 01:03:48,616 --> 01:03:53,538 From a very young age, I became something of an expert at hiding. 771 01:03:54,080 --> 01:03:55,581 I'm not sure I ever stopped. 772 01:03:56,707 --> 01:03:57,834 So tell me... 773 01:03:58,668 --> 01:04:01,212 what do you find in the secret drawers? 774 01:04:03,047 --> 01:04:05,007 Sometimes stuff you don't want to. 775 01:04:45,339 --> 01:04:47,258 You know, it wasn't just the magic. 776 01:04:51,679 --> 01:04:55,057 I needed something. Someone to believe in. 777 01:04:58,519 --> 01:05:01,564 Come. I'll give you a ride home. 778 01:05:02,273 --> 01:05:05,484 Actually, can I... can I show you something? 779 01:05:06,068 --> 01:05:08,946 -Of course. -Cool. Yeah. 780 01:05:09,322 --> 01:05:10,281 Yeah. 781 01:05:59,372 --> 01:06:02,041 -So you can just drop me like right here. -Are you sure? 782 01:06:02,208 --> 01:06:03,793 I can take you all the way home. -Yeah. No, no. 783 01:06:03,960 --> 01:06:05,294 No, this is good. 784 01:06:05,878 --> 01:06:08,673 Abbey... thank you. 785 01:06:10,383 --> 01:06:13,719 That's the first time I've heard that music in 60 years. 786 01:06:15,554 --> 01:06:17,348 Yeah, I mean, yeah, no problem. 787 01:06:24,563 --> 01:06:25,940 Do you ever feel guilty? 788 01:06:28,901 --> 01:06:29,986 For...? 789 01:06:30,736 --> 01:06:35,825 For having made it and still being alive? 790 01:06:36,534 --> 01:06:37,743 Perhaps. 791 01:06:39,578 --> 01:06:40,871 Okay. 792 01:07:07,398 --> 01:07:09,483 We are going for a little walk today. 793 01:07:10,067 --> 01:07:12,069 Those who can't keep pace... 794 01:07:12,778 --> 01:07:14,697 well, let's just say, 795 01:07:15,322 --> 01:07:17,366 make sure you do keep pace. 796 01:07:37,219 --> 01:07:40,181 Biggest trees in the world come from the smallest little pine cones. 797 01:07:41,432 --> 01:07:43,392 All the roots are connected with each other. 798 01:07:43,559 --> 01:07:46,228 So that's why some of them get to be like 2,000 years old. 799 01:07:46,771 --> 01:07:49,190 'Cause they're just so frickin' hard to kill. 800 01:07:49,356 --> 01:07:51,025 What, like fireproof? 801 01:07:51,609 --> 01:07:54,153 Yeah. Well, so if you go a couple hours north, 802 01:07:54,570 --> 01:07:57,239 the Avenue of the Giants, there's this one tree. 803 01:07:57,406 --> 01:08:02,578 The Immortal Tree. It's survived, like, fires and floods and lightning strikes. 804 01:08:02,745 --> 01:08:06,415 Like, loggers in 1908 tried to cut it down, and they just gave up. 805 01:08:06,749 --> 01:08:09,043 So there's an axe about 20 feet up on the stump. 806 01:08:12,338 --> 01:08:13,422 We should go there. 807 01:08:14,298 --> 01:08:15,424 For real? 808 01:08:15,591 --> 01:08:18,344 Yeah, like for your birthday or something. 809 01:08:19,053 --> 01:08:20,012 I'll steal a car. 810 01:08:23,099 --> 01:08:24,058 Yeah. 811 01:08:32,024 --> 01:08:33,025 Wait. 812 01:08:39,031 --> 01:08:42,284 It'd be more honest to make, like, a real statement. 813 01:08:44,370 --> 01:08:45,496 It's 4 a.m. 814 01:08:45,663 --> 01:08:47,206 Where have you been? 815 01:08:48,415 --> 01:08:49,375 In the park. 816 01:08:49,875 --> 01:08:52,419 I need a break from your fucking drama. 817 01:08:53,921 --> 01:08:55,089 I'm getting a drink. 818 01:08:59,260 --> 01:09:03,139 Your mother and I drove all over town looking for you. 819 01:09:03,305 --> 01:09:04,723 We almost called the cops. 820 01:09:08,352 --> 01:09:09,728 Abbey? 821 01:09:40,176 --> 01:09:41,135 Abbey! 822 01:09:50,519 --> 01:09:51,687 Maybe your... 823 01:09:52,271 --> 01:09:53,606 So where's Abbey? 824 01:09:56,275 --> 01:09:59,987 Unfortunately, she didn't show up for check-in this morning. 825 01:10:01,488 --> 01:10:03,741 So we've informed her family. That's all we can do. 826 01:10:05,868 --> 01:10:07,286 Let's not focus on that. 827 01:10:08,287 --> 01:10:09,788 We'll just continue. 828 01:10:11,040 --> 01:10:13,500 You want to maybe get a tester for sound? 829 01:10:14,335 --> 01:10:15,669 So her... 830 01:10:47,910 --> 01:10:52,206 Hi. You know, if you don't come in out of the rain, 831 01:10:53,290 --> 01:10:56,585 then I just have to bring an umbrella over to keep you dry. 832 01:10:56,752 --> 01:10:57,795 Abbey... 833 01:10:59,546 --> 01:11:02,925 I know it feels like it's the end of the world but it's not. 834 01:11:04,134 --> 01:11:07,554 I know that. I saw the end of the world. 835 01:11:07,721 --> 01:11:09,807 I had a ringside seat for it. 836 01:11:10,391 --> 01:11:15,479 Do you remember you asked me if I felt guilty for surviving? 837 01:11:15,646 --> 01:11:16,939 You remember? 838 01:11:17,398 --> 01:11:21,151 Well, every day I wonder, 839 01:11:22,152 --> 01:11:25,572 how is it that I lived and my brother didn't? 840 01:11:26,240 --> 01:11:31,495 How did I live when my father did not? 841 01:11:34,164 --> 01:11:35,124 So yes, 842 01:11:36,875 --> 01:11:38,127 I felt guilty 843 01:11:39,628 --> 01:11:41,380 for decades... 844 01:11:44,258 --> 01:11:48,595 and then I began to tell you my story. 845 01:11:53,934 --> 01:11:58,022 I mean, it wasn't your fault that they died. 846 01:12:01,066 --> 01:12:02,443 You know, if it was, 847 01:12:04,737 --> 01:12:06,613 then maybe you would feel guilty. 848 01:12:10,242 --> 01:12:12,870 You haven't heard my whole story. 849 01:12:15,456 --> 01:12:16,582 Goodbye. 850 01:12:21,378 --> 01:12:23,422 Please, Mr. Waldman, you must keep pace. 851 01:12:23,589 --> 01:12:26,592 It will be dark soon. Then we can eat and rest. 852 01:12:29,928 --> 01:12:31,638 You're a good soul, Herbert. 853 01:12:35,184 --> 01:12:40,314 I know your people are not religious, but there is a quote in the Talmud. 854 01:12:41,899 --> 01:12:44,610 ...don't be daunted by the grief of the world. 855 01:12:45,778 --> 01:12:50,783 You're not obligated to complete the work that needs to be done, 856 01:12:50,949 --> 01:12:53,452 but neither are you free to abandon it. 857 01:12:57,081 --> 01:12:58,791 Why are you telling me this? 858 01:13:01,377 --> 01:13:04,421 Because, Herbert, I'm too tired. 859 01:13:09,301 --> 01:13:11,178 What could that be? 860 01:13:11,345 --> 01:13:13,263 Do you think I should chance it? 861 01:13:15,307 --> 01:13:17,684 Yes, but wait a moment. 862 01:13:18,268 --> 01:13:19,520 I'll try something. 863 01:13:22,064 --> 01:13:25,109 Quick, you old dog! 864 01:13:29,196 --> 01:13:33,492 Even you know by now you're gonna lose this war. 865 01:13:34,076 --> 01:13:36,495 This was all for nothing. 866 01:13:50,968 --> 01:13:56,849 You see, I got my chance, but Mr. Waldman was dead. 867 01:14:00,269 --> 01:14:03,272 For five days, I walked along and I... 868 01:14:03,439 --> 01:14:05,482 I had to keep that sack hidden. 869 01:14:06,358 --> 01:14:09,987 And when I finally opened it, I couldn't believe my luck. 870 01:14:10,654 --> 01:14:13,073 Inside the bag was a set of men's clothes 871 01:14:13,407 --> 01:14:16,160 large enough to fit over my own. 872 01:15:12,382 --> 01:15:17,137 I realized I had to actually follow the troops 873 01:15:17,471 --> 01:15:20,974 to have any chance of finding my way to a train station. 874 01:16:08,522 --> 01:16:12,568 Come on. 897 leaving for Prague. 875 01:16:13,110 --> 01:16:14,987 Mother, mother, where are you? 876 01:17:13,879 --> 01:17:16,423 I don't think I've seen you wear those shoes before. 877 01:17:17,299 --> 01:17:18,300 Yeah, I don't know. I... 878 01:17:19,343 --> 01:17:22,888 I used to wear 'em when I met up with my friend Sabrina. 879 01:17:23,305 --> 01:17:25,307 Are you supposed to meet Sabrina here? 880 01:17:27,434 --> 01:17:28,727 We don't talk anymore. 881 01:17:33,065 --> 01:17:34,733 Could we just get back to your story? 882 01:17:39,571 --> 01:17:43,742 After all I had lost, I also lost my fear. 883 01:17:45,160 --> 01:17:48,747 I needed some victory, even a small one. 884 01:17:53,126 --> 01:17:54,086 Stop! 885 01:17:55,045 --> 01:17:57,756 Stop in the name of the postal service. 886 01:18:01,176 --> 01:18:03,679 So I finally did get back to Prague, 887 01:18:03,845 --> 01:18:07,724 but it was a Prague I did not recognize. 888 01:18:14,564 --> 01:18:16,650 Stop! Stop or we'll shoot! 889 01:18:20,487 --> 01:18:21,613 Stop! 890 01:18:24,199 --> 01:18:25,325 Stop! 891 01:18:31,665 --> 01:18:35,377 I knew I needed to find a place to hide before curfew. 892 01:19:08,326 --> 01:19:11,580 I'd learned to recognize desperate faces. 893 01:20:05,550 --> 01:20:07,969 There was only one place left to go. 894 01:20:08,929 --> 01:20:11,348 However, the war changed people. 895 01:20:12,224 --> 01:20:14,976 Friends would turn you in just to survive. 896 01:20:15,852 --> 01:20:19,147 But, Mrs. Krall took a big risk. 897 01:20:19,564 --> 01:20:21,858 Bet it was your mother's stitch on top, wasn't it? 898 01:20:32,160 --> 01:20:33,620 I saved this for you. 899 01:20:36,873 --> 01:20:38,208 Keep this. 900 01:20:40,669 --> 01:20:42,212 I know they wanted to shame you with this, 901 01:20:42,379 --> 01:20:46,967 but one day, I think it will become a badge of courage. 902 01:20:50,095 --> 01:20:54,099 There was one last piece of evidence to get rid of. 903 01:20:57,269 --> 01:21:01,606 Back in those days, they used acid to clean the enamel. 904 01:21:05,068 --> 01:21:08,905 And I used the acid and... see, that's why it's... 905 01:21:09,447 --> 01:21:11,032 that's why it's so ugly. 906 01:21:12,784 --> 01:21:13,994 So that's how that happened. 907 01:21:15,036 --> 01:21:18,665 When it was done, I rewarded myself. 908 01:21:19,666 --> 01:21:22,252 -How? -The best way, of course. 909 01:21:33,346 --> 01:21:34,931 It's time that I drive you home. 910 01:21:36,933 --> 01:21:38,810 It's really, it's honestly really fine. 911 01:21:38,977 --> 01:21:42,230 Abbey, I'm not going to leave you here alone. 912 01:21:42,397 --> 01:21:46,359 It's getting dark and besides, you haven't told me your story yet, huh? 913 01:21:51,406 --> 01:21:52,449 It's good? 914 01:21:54,701 --> 01:21:56,036 I think it's this way. 915 01:22:05,128 --> 01:22:09,549 I've always felt different from other people. 916 01:22:10,133 --> 01:22:11,176 Isolated. 917 01:22:15,847 --> 01:22:18,892 Then I met someone who just got me. 918 01:22:19,559 --> 01:22:21,436 Yeah, it wasn't, I wasn't stealing or anything. 919 01:22:21,603 --> 01:22:25,273 I get it. One photo to sum up a whole person. 920 01:22:25,440 --> 01:22:26,858 Not whole. 921 01:22:28,777 --> 01:22:30,362 Where'd you score the vintage Brownie? 922 01:22:32,906 --> 01:22:34,032 My dad's a photographer. 923 01:22:36,743 --> 01:22:38,203 How'd you know it was Brownie? 924 01:22:39,037 --> 01:22:39,996 Seen one before. 925 01:23:14,614 --> 01:23:15,699 I've gotta go. 926 01:23:21,705 --> 01:23:24,457 If you ask me what the wrong thing I did was... 927 01:23:25,125 --> 01:23:27,252 everyone thinks my overdose was accidental. 928 01:23:28,962 --> 01:23:30,171 But it just wasn't. 929 01:23:33,091 --> 01:23:34,592 It was before I met you. 930 01:23:40,265 --> 01:23:41,975 You once said I had good self-worth. 931 01:23:42,726 --> 01:23:46,021 Truth is, I started because I wanted to know my worth. 932 01:23:46,187 --> 01:23:48,064 Elite Escort Agency. 933 01:23:48,940 --> 01:23:49,983 Sounded glamorous. 934 01:23:51,276 --> 01:23:52,861 A lot of men found me pretty. 935 01:23:53,862 --> 01:23:55,155 Found out my worth. 936 01:23:55,947 --> 01:23:58,366 Three hundred and seventy-five dollars. 937 01:23:59,576 --> 01:24:01,077 -Ready? -What kind of camera is that? 938 01:24:01,369 --> 01:24:04,622 This camera is a Brownie Hawkeye. 939 01:24:07,375 --> 01:24:09,294 I had no idea he was your dad. 940 01:24:11,171 --> 01:24:12,630 Fuck him straight to hell. 941 01:24:15,341 --> 01:24:17,260 Had that kind of pain that... 942 01:24:18,928 --> 01:24:21,014 it just felt like there was one answer for. 943 01:24:21,931 --> 01:24:23,016 So... 944 01:24:23,391 --> 01:24:24,809 we made a pact. 945 01:25:01,846 --> 01:25:03,306 By the time I could do anything, 946 01:25:03,681 --> 01:25:04,724 she was already gone. 947 01:25:06,226 --> 01:25:08,353 I just panicked. 948 01:25:12,232 --> 01:25:14,109 I just, I don't know, 949 01:25:14,275 --> 01:25:17,403 I just hid all the evidence. 950 01:25:18,988 --> 01:25:23,409 I tried to save her. I really did. I really tried to save her. 951 01:25:25,036 --> 01:25:26,412 But you know... 952 01:25:26,579 --> 01:25:31,292 the worst part is that I wish I was gone. 953 01:25:38,800 --> 01:25:41,386 It's like... it's like I killed her. 954 01:25:41,553 --> 01:25:43,513 It's like... it's like it's my fault. 955 01:25:48,518 --> 01:25:50,395 I think we should get some air. 956 01:25:56,526 --> 01:25:57,902 I hid for a long time. 957 01:25:59,529 --> 01:26:03,575 -With your secret? -No. In Mrs. Krall's attic. 958 01:26:09,038 --> 01:26:11,207 I had to stay hidden in the attic 959 01:26:11,374 --> 01:26:15,920 to keep the Kralls safe, even during the bomb raids 960 01:26:16,129 --> 01:26:17,881 when everyone else was in the cellar, 961 01:26:18,047 --> 01:26:21,092 because you could not trust anyone. 962 01:26:21,551 --> 01:26:22,719 Not even your neighbors. 963 01:26:25,972 --> 01:26:28,141 One day the Nazis were chased from the city. 964 01:26:32,437 --> 01:26:34,480 Yes. You have to go. 965 01:26:37,066 --> 01:26:38,735 And the war soon ended. 966 01:26:41,154 --> 01:26:42,113 It was over. 967 01:26:43,656 --> 01:26:44,991 The war was over. 968 01:26:52,415 --> 01:26:56,211 Though damaged, the streets felt very alive. 969 01:26:57,378 --> 01:27:01,424 For months, every day, I would go to the Red Cross. 970 01:27:30,119 --> 01:27:33,581 I would give the names and the numbers; 971 01:27:33,915 --> 01:27:37,877 my father, my mother, my brother. 972 01:27:41,339 --> 01:27:43,424 Each day, I would hope for some word. 973 01:28:14,706 --> 01:28:15,915 Thank you. 974 01:28:54,120 --> 01:28:55,371 Then one day, 975 01:28:59,042 --> 01:29:00,668 the most beautiful day... 976 01:29:06,716 --> 01:29:10,261 For the rest of her life, my mother never spoke of the camps, 977 01:29:10,595 --> 01:29:12,305 or how she survived. 978 01:29:13,264 --> 01:29:16,267 Not to me or anyone else. 979 01:29:22,106 --> 01:29:23,191 This is mine. 980 01:29:24,817 --> 01:29:27,820 I built it with so many people, 981 01:29:27,987 --> 01:29:32,116 help from so many, the living and the dead. 982 01:29:33,659 --> 01:29:35,286 For all those decades, I kept the secrets. 983 01:29:36,704 --> 01:29:37,955 I suppose I kept it 984 01:29:38,122 --> 01:29:41,334 because I thought they should have lived instead of me. 985 01:29:42,043 --> 01:29:43,711 But that's not what happened. 986 01:29:44,670 --> 01:29:46,214 I was the one who lived. 987 01:29:48,758 --> 01:29:50,718 What if they knew it was your fault that they died? 988 01:29:54,097 --> 01:29:56,682 It's okay. It'll be.... 989 01:30:00,728 --> 01:30:02,480 That's not true. That's a lie. 990 01:30:02,647 --> 01:30:08,152 The same lie my father told me so many times. But... 991 01:30:09,153 --> 01:30:11,406 that lie kept me alive. 992 01:30:13,408 --> 01:30:16,411 I think maybe it also kept me stuck. 993 01:30:18,079 --> 01:30:23,668 Look, Abbey, I do think things will be okay. 994 01:30:24,001 --> 01:30:26,963 I don't know for sure, but... 995 01:30:30,299 --> 01:30:31,259 What? 996 01:30:31,426 --> 01:30:37,515 But I do know, tonight... my secret ends, and that's because of you. 997 01:30:37,682 --> 01:30:40,601 And maybe yours could too. 998 01:30:49,944 --> 01:30:51,154 That's a cool stroller. 999 01:30:53,072 --> 01:30:54,532 I designed it myself. 1000 01:30:55,283 --> 01:30:57,869 Had it custom-built in Japan. 1001 01:30:58,035 --> 01:30:59,745 No shit. I'm... 1002 01:31:03,791 --> 01:31:05,460 Looks really sturdy. 1003 01:31:05,626 --> 01:31:09,422 It's been tested up to 160 pounds. 1004 01:31:10,548 --> 01:31:12,008 No way. 1005 01:31:12,175 --> 01:31:13,426 No shit. 1006 01:31:15,636 --> 01:31:17,096 Make a right turn at the zebra. 1007 01:31:17,722 --> 01:31:18,931 Come here. I got him. 1008 01:31:19,724 --> 01:31:22,435 Faster. Come on. Faster now. 1009 01:31:23,269 --> 01:31:24,854 Abbey? 1010 01:31:56,552 --> 01:31:57,553 It wasn't that weird 1011 01:31:57,720 --> 01:32:00,806 that I was pushing you around in a stroller like a little kid, was it? 1012 01:32:00,973 --> 01:32:02,308 Not really. 1013 01:32:03,309 --> 01:32:06,687 I have a feeling it's something I'll be experiencing quite a lot 1014 01:32:06,854 --> 01:32:08,564 in the near future. 1015 01:32:10,483 --> 01:32:11,776 What a nice house. 1016 01:32:13,194 --> 01:32:14,153 Yeah. 1017 01:32:19,659 --> 01:32:23,829 -I really want to thank you. -Abbey... 1018 01:32:25,748 --> 01:32:26,749 At the fence, 1019 01:32:28,000 --> 01:32:29,585 I made my own decision. 1020 01:32:32,004 --> 01:32:35,091 Sabrina made her decision, not because of you. 1021 01:32:36,092 --> 01:32:41,931 And now, you have to decide how you're going to live your life. 1022 01:32:45,518 --> 01:32:50,606 But.. what are you supposed to do when you've done something unforgivable? 1023 01:32:53,776 --> 01:32:55,653 You forgive yourself. 1024 01:32:59,115 --> 01:33:02,034 I've held on to this for 60 years. 1025 01:33:04,078 --> 01:33:05,830 Now it's time to let it go. 1026 01:33:06,539 --> 01:33:08,207 No. I... I can't. 1027 01:33:10,459 --> 01:33:12,628 You've had your own journey... 1028 01:33:49,957 --> 01:33:51,042 I'm so sorry. 1029 01:33:52,668 --> 01:33:54,211 You tried to tell me so many times. 1030 01:33:58,257 --> 01:34:00,468 -I'm sorry. -It's okay. 1031 01:34:22,406 --> 01:34:23,616 Someone said, 1032 01:34:23,783 --> 01:34:28,079 "Secrets are like a prison, and not just for the people keeping the secret." 1033 01:34:28,245 --> 01:34:30,623 So if that's the case, then... 1034 01:34:31,666 --> 01:34:32,792 maybe telling the truth, 1035 01:34:33,626 --> 01:34:37,463 the real truth, not just some acceptable truth, 1036 01:34:39,048 --> 01:34:40,132 can liberate you, 1037 01:34:40,841 --> 01:34:43,010 and it can liberate the people around you 1038 01:34:43,886 --> 01:34:48,849 and free you from fear, loneliness, 1039 01:34:49,392 --> 01:34:50,351 guilt. 1040 01:34:52,853 --> 01:34:56,399 I'd like to introduce you all to my good friend, Herbert Heller. 1041 01:35:08,202 --> 01:35:09,578 Because of Abbey, 1042 01:35:10,287 --> 01:35:12,707 I'm able to tell my story today. 1043 01:35:13,249 --> 01:35:17,169 And now I'm sharing it with you lovely people. 1044 01:35:18,045 --> 01:35:19,797 At least it gets you out of class. 1045 01:35:29,598 --> 01:35:33,477 Sixty years is a long time to hold on to a secret. 1046 01:36:21,776 --> 01:36:24,361 You're just not worried that even though if they... 1047 01:36:24,528 --> 01:36:25,988 if they catch you, they would shoot you. 1048 01:36:26,155 --> 01:36:27,865 You can overcome fright. 1049 01:36:28,032 --> 01:36:31,744 I tell students that if they have things not happening to them 1050 01:36:31,911 --> 01:36:33,287 which they're happy about, 1051 01:36:33,454 --> 01:36:36,248 that they have enough strength and willpower, 1052 01:36:36,415 --> 01:36:37,374 they can overcome that. 1053 01:36:37,541 --> 01:36:39,668 Drove by and I saw you, and I had to give you a hug. 1054 01:36:39,835 --> 01:36:44,048 Thank you. I'm so glad that you remember. Well, thank you. 1055 01:36:44,215 --> 01:36:47,426 And I always talked... talk about you to people. 1056 01:36:47,718 --> 01:36:48,719 Really? Thank you. 1057 01:36:48,969 --> 01:36:50,179 And I always tell people 1058 01:36:50,346 --> 01:36:54,099 that you were the most important thing that happened to me in high school. 1059 01:36:54,266 --> 01:36:55,851 -Oh, my God. -So thank you so much. 1060 01:36:56,018 --> 01:36:57,978 Well, thank you. Don't be sad. It had a good ending. 1061 01:36:58,145 --> 01:36:59,313 It had a good ending. 1062 01:36:59,563 --> 01:37:01,899 -Yeah. -It's got a good ending. So thank you. 1063 01:37:02,066 --> 01:37:03,651 -Thank you. -Thank you for remembering. 1064 01:37:03,818 --> 01:37:05,194 -Thank you. -It's fantastic. 1065 01:37:41,856 --> 01:37:46,777 Subtitling FAST TITLES MEDIA